So, let's just say that recently I've been faced with a few difficult situations that stretch me to my limits and cause me to pray several times each day over these situations.
I'm trying to be patient and understand.
I'm trying to love.
But it is proving to be difficult.
I don't like feeling like it is a struggle to just be near or around what causes me angst.
I don't like it when something affects my family and those I love in a negative way.
I don't like crying over this because it makes me feel weak and unable to properly deal with the situation.
I'm experiencing flashbacks to a similar experience in younger life, which just seems pitiful and juvenile, but that is what I'm dealing with.
More prayers for patience and Christlike love...
I'm trying to be patient and understand.
I'm trying to love.
But it is proving to be difficult.
I don't like feeling like it is a struggle to just be near or around what causes me angst.
I don't like it when something affects my family and those I love in a negative way.
I don't like crying over this because it makes me feel weak and unable to properly deal with the situation.
I'm experiencing flashbacks to a similar experience in younger life, which just seems pitiful and juvenile, but that is what I'm dealing with.
More prayers for patience and Christlike love...
I'm so sorry you're going through a difficult time, Rebecca. I sure hope you find the comfort you're looking for soon so this period can turn into a growing experience rather than a negative memory in your life.
ReplyDeletesending my prayers,
Emily